I’m Giving Up (Sike! Poetry writing challenge!)

Hi guys. First and foremost happy hump day. Today has not been easy for me so far. With the whole pandemic going around and the depression I’ve been having, I’ve made the ultimate decision that I’m done.

I give up with Eos & Selene. I mentioned it with Sernaro and she’s tried to talk me out from giving up, but I don’t feel the spark anymore.

Maybe it’s because of almost two years I haven’t pushed myself hard enough and when I do push hard, I end up falling back to my old ways.

It’s frustrating. No matter how hard I try with everything going on I know I’m not giving you guys my all with this blog. To tell you the truth I don’t feel motivated, I don’t feel confident and I feel distant.

It’s like that cheesy breakup line, “It’s not you, its me.”

I’m sorry you guys. I didn’t want it to end this way.

And one more thing…

If you read this far down I have to say…

Gotcha! April Fools! I’m sorry but I wanted to start off the new month with a prank. If you guys could tell I was joking then kudos to you. The truth is I’m not going to stop, I’m not giving up on Eos and Selene and I am not leaving you guys. There’s so much more that I want to share with you. Besides it’s fun to let you guys in on what’s going on.

With that being said, because we are in the month of April the poems will come back. Now I know there’s been a few times I post poems here and there but for the whole month we are going to post not one, but two poems each week.

I decided to make it fun this year and let you guys decide what should the poem be about. If you guys want to be part of this, then head over to our Instagram and be on the lookout in our stories. Each week I’ll be asking what type of poem you want me to write.

Since we will be posting two poems a week, I need your help in telling us what days should we post the poems. Sernaro and I have agreed to post one poem on Saturday, but we need to figure out what other day to post the second one.

So, starting today if you head over to our Instagram story there is a poll already there and you can tell us what poem to do want us to write and what’s the other day do you want the poem posted.

I’m super pumped for this writing challenge and can’t wait for you guys to give me your answers. Let’s do this!